This is the sort of life i live in...

2007-06-09T08:29:00.000-07:00

A new layout again. One of my favourite jrock band, The Gazette.
Lets talk about today. Not that great either. Boring.Went tuition just now morning. GET TO MEET DEAR! yay. but after that gotta go. My mum said that we may be going Malacca just now but then my passport expired.. what the hell.. that super spoils the mood la. ugh. Then stayed at my grandma house doing nothing.
After that went back home and go out again go causewaypoint. Dear went jurong point. Thought of going there also bluff bluff my parents but... they insist go Causeway. Ugh. Went there eat swensen. DAMN SAD MAN! ATE TILL SO FULL TILL CAN'T EAT ICE CREAM!! was like... ugh.. my favourite ice cream... hurr.. yeah then go get a cup of Teh-Cino. very nice drink at banquet. Thats about it. Darling is watching movie now. Waiting waiting for her now. Hope she call before i go sleep. Sleeping with my parents today. haha. Boring. well thats all.
Oh to add on let me list my top 5 favourite Jrock bands and their top songs to me.

1: X-japan - uhh.. All their songs favourite.
2: Malice Mizer - Nocturnal Romance, Regret, Syunikiss, Beast of Blood.
3: Gazette - Cassis (the video is up there. Please listen and see it.)
4: Girugamesh - Owari to Mirai, Mouja no Koushin.
5: alice nine - Yami ni Chiru Sakura

They may look so feminine but its still style that you don't normally see. It's not gay but its style. Visual Kei. Same as Japanese Goth/Punk. It's a fashion. Don't criticise them.. It's who they are. Think before you mock Visual Kei.. Will you mock punk? or goth? or what ever your style is. Everyone has their own taste. As for me.. I'm a fellow J-rocker. It's my style. Thanks.
This is for those who think that these bands are crap or merepek..

My Birthday

2007-06-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

Around 45mins ago. Was my birthday. Kinda sucky one. Well. First of all i have to send my bro to Pulau Tekong for his NS. What a birthday. Hoped to get something in the end lost my bro for 2 weeks +++ haha. Well. good for him. Bad for him as well. Seriously im gonna miss his idiotic laughter. oh ya. My parents bought me Spongebob stuff. I BOUGHT PATRICK! a soft toy. kinda cute. Bought a spongebob keychain for dear. Later give her hehe.

Kinda suck this year's birthday. After coming back from Pasir Ris. I went to get the keyboard from Azz. Thanks ah bro. Worth for $50. Haha. Start small and increase my skills on it first then get a nice one. After that, talked to dear for a while. Wasn't in a good mood. Not many wished me yesterday. Kinda sad. Almost quarrel with dear. Hais. Sorry dear. Please understand.

After that went grandma house. Did nothing but eat. Thats all. Very boring birthday "party" I can't wait for the day i go out with dear. Go ice skate. I'm sure im going to fall ALOT. OUCH. A family outing i guess. Will be asking my daughter and wife along. So fun.

Thanks to the following people.

Relatives : Basri peepz (loves)

Beloved Charlotte dearest.

Isaac bro.

Qhasmeer BROTHER.

Hui Qi daughter.

Stella jie,.

Joyce TOOT.

Cassandra Bestie.

Little girl Olivia

Amirah (???)

An unknown number.

(Did i lose out any?)

And all the people that wrote me testimonial Thanks.

At least these people made my birthday quite meaningful.

And my lifetime birthday gift that i will always want is... to meet Yoshiki-sama in person..

This year's wish is Good luck to all sec 4s taking their Os.
And a delicious cheesecake from my dear. I WILL WAIT FOR IT!

New Layout

2007-05-30T22:35:00.001-07:00

This is my new blog layout. Its damn nice. Dirge of Cerberus.

Later i will be going to expo OR sp. Will update later then. BYE EVERYONE!

2007-05-28T04:11:00.000-07:00

Scarlet Rose 3rd on D gig
Qhasmeer
Danial
ME!
Halimah Danial Me Qhasmeer

28th May 2007.

Yes finally get to blog. Today was the Mother Tongue Paper for O level. Glad its over but not glad over what i had done with it. Might not be able to get A i guess. Well don't wanna talk about it. Lets go to other HAPPY news alright?

Sorry guys. Can't get to update so often. Been busy. Haha. Well lately i been so so so happy. Ok. First of all Leah Dizon, she is my female idol. I found her friendster. Well that made me HAPPY ALOT. I send her message. But no reply. So what the heck. She didnt influence me with anything. OK LEAH DIZON IS CLOSED but she's still me female idol. But now... Those close to me will know that i love x japan SO SO much. They are the band that made me love rock. Its like 4-5 years since my cousin, Rizal, introduce me a song by x japan. It was Dahlia i remember. Since then i never stopped listening to them. Till now.. The band has broken up but they are still so so influential. They make me love music so so much. If not because of them i will like stick to techno? Sorry techno fans no offence. Well.. seriously speaking, X japan changed my life SO much. Every performance i entered i keep them close to my heart. Well, yoshiki (the drummer) made me love the band so much. Hide.. (RIP) was my guitar idol. He was godly. He is no a god in guitar skills but what amaze me was that he was unique. He is a unique guitarist. but.. he is not in this world anymore.. Yoshiki is MY IDOL IN EVERYTHING. He is my hero. He is the hero of THOUSANDS of people. But to me.. he shaped my life. Well.. its like a concidence that i found his personal blog in myspace. My heart stopped when i saw his account. I quickly make an account just for that. I added him. It was really.... it was tremendous.. To be able to go SO close to my idol, was damn damn nice.. I can't express how happy i am. I WAS happy when i found leah dizon's friendster till i jumped around like a monkey.. BUT when i found yoshiki's... i sat still.. with tears in my eyes.. it was a tremendous feeling. hais.. ok. He accepted me as a friend. Thats so nice.. i cried again. Yoshiki-sama.. You are the best. I know everyone have their own idols.. How would you feel if you are so close to him or her. Damn. Well.. im burning with passion to really go into the musical industry JUST to meet him in person. Yoshiki.... You are the best.

Well not only that. GACKT! he and yoshiki will form a band.. oh man. The most respectable people to me are in a same band. BOTH MY IDOLS ARE IN THE SAME BAND WHAT THE HELL.. oh my god.. I wil worship them man.. Im slow i know.. i just know it 2 days ago.. Oh my god.. Many things happened. Its so so damn nice. Those people close to me will know how much joy i will feel..

25th May 2007

Well.. thats it.. Those people that change my life... physically and spiritually.. Now on 25th may 2007 was the D gig. SCARLET ROSE ROCKED THE HOUSE!! but we only manage to get 3rd. It was alright. Not so depressed. The band UMP Joe they all deserve it really. ROCK ON BRO.

PERSONAL COMMENTS TO ALL THE BANDS:

One Last Minute - Hey you guys are great. Sec 2 you guys still got a long way to go. Join next year! Not many sec 2 will have a chance to perform. You guys rock. One more thing to the guy that bought the fender strat.. Its a nice guitar. Take care of that baby. Haha. Don't make me disappointed! Do well and join D gig every YEAR! All the best guys.

Irosen - My favourite band. They rule. They may be fourth but to me they are the band that have a common style. A personality. Thats great. The judge don't understand this. YOU GUYS ARE ROCKERS! WE ARE ROCKERS! The judges don't know music. Don't worry next year onwards we are not there. You guys will rule. Irosen rocks. All of you. All the best.

Scarlet Rose - Ermm.. we rule? The best band on that day to me? haha. Well seriously we screw up the intro it was nice until Halimah's entrance. Couldn't blame her. The stupid mic damn.. But it was all good. My guitar was too soft. Dang. Well.. It was fun.

H.O.C - This band rocks really. Asraf Idris Zul Darwis and luqman? lupe.. hehe. They did great. They are kinda like the most entertaining band? Haha. Too bad they didnt win. Was hoping they will. But they were great. Overall good. Haha.

UMP - The champion in D gig. No doubt it was obvious. Qhas also think so. They were nice. Improve on showmanship but the song was great.. No fault. They really own during the D gig. Congratz the champ is yours.

2007-04-07T22:07:00.000-07:00

Sunday, April 8 2007

1.11pm

Hello people. I'm back. Im talking to my dear dear while typing a new post. Oh boy. Whole week didn't attend school. Because Monday till Thursday i was having the sec 3 camp. I was the facilitator of group 11 ELIZABETH CHOY. It was a fun group. Constance Donric and me handled the group. All of us had fun i think. Oh ya. And Shu Hui who was our ex student leader also helped A LOT! Haha. And Aloysious who was a part-time facilitator to our group. Damn fun our group. Some sort. Lets talk about each day.

2nd April 2007, Monday.

Today i had bowling competition. The last day. It was crap i tell you. but.. yeah. The whole competition was kinda fun. Made some friends from swiss cottage. They murder us big time. After that we came back to school. We hang out at the canteen. Hariz told us that he had soccer ball. Then all the bowling boys go play. Hariz and i ran up and down looking for ball. haha. So fun. Finally we found mr rani and opened the SL room. Hariz donric and me put our bags in the room. I changed my school pants into my jeans. Then we played soccer!! Bowling playing soccer. So cool. Then Donric and me went up to class and get our big BAGS. For the camp. So big man. We assemble near the PE room there and off we go to CHANGI!
The First day was our recce. It was the best day in our 4 day camp. We all got a chance to do the high elements and challenge pole and stuff. I only manage to the rock climbing. I belay Hariz at first. Good thing Abner was holding me im sure i will fly up without him. haha. It was fun la. No doubt. The food this year was nicer but slower. Its freshly cooked. Damn nice. After that we just hang around and listen to someone talking about leadership. He's a millionaire. Damn. Don't look like one. Emo millionaire. During night time we learn the mass dance. IT WAS DAMN FUN! The mass dance was taught by Shu Hui and Liyana. We learn fast SL! It was fun man. No doubt.I partner with Boon Ling. Damn funny her. SO SLOW. Desmond kept complaining about Cassandra stepping on his foot and stuff. haha. It was fun man. After that Mervin or what his name. He taught us all the things he is gonna do during the campfire. Very fun. After that we all went to bathe and rest rest. I sleep beside Hariz and Zulkifli. OH but before that we went to bathe. All the doors got no locks. I think it was today or the other day we "FOUNTAIN" in the toilet with zulhelmi zulkifli and alif. damn fun. the whole place was flooded. Haha. Sleeping time was fun too. Don't who played the song Nadasvaram. Gerek siol.. All the student leader that attedn sec 3 camp will know about this song. DAMN HIT. Then we go sleep. The floor was damn hard. I couldn't sleep in peace. Damn hard cold.. ugh.

Ok Guys i shall tell you what happen DURING the camp with the sec 3s some other day. I gtg now. BYE!

2007-04-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

Sunday April 1, 2007

10.00pm

Hey People. Its night time now. Damn. Tommorow i won't return back to me home for 4 days. Got the sec 3 camp. Im facilitating Group 11. The group's name is Elizabeth Choy. Gotta make research on the lady. Haha. Damn amazing lady. Read up about her. Oh man. 4 days not being able to be home talking to my dear. haha. Thats something bad. Hais.. well what to do. Lets go through obstacle together. No relationship will be positive all the way. Anyway, my bag is damn huge. Its like as big as my bowling bag.. How am i suppose to carry it man. So troublesome. Good thing im not bringing sleeping bag. Will worst. Haha. Lets see what i brought..
6 Shirts.
4 shorts.
3 Boxers.
2 Towels.
4 Underwear.
1 slacks.
1 jeans.
1 pair of slippers
1 pair of throw away shoes.
Spoon fork plate mug.
toiletries.

Quite a lot huh. Damn. But got everything packed for every single thing. haha. Going on a "Holiday"
Not quite sure what my team will be like. Hope its good. I will be with Donric and Constance. Might be fun. Not a single i know, the sec 3s. Ok then. My dear not calling yet. Talking to Joyce. That TOOT. ugh. haha. Night people. Bye bye.

Sometimes people do not to notice all the good someone have done however almost everyone will remember that single mistake he or she have done. It's human nature.

You feel bad if your loved one does something that you don't really like making you sad but he or she will feel much worse for doing that to you knowing that it's his or her fault for making you sad.

No matter how much you want to win something, you still ought to win it fairly then it's considered a win.

2007-03-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

Saturday, March 31 2007

10.00pm

Hey people. Im back to blogging. Hopefully I can find the time to blog again. Been real busy lately. Never been able to come online. Sorry for the dead blog guys. Time to revive it.
Im doing ok. I love my dear a lot that's for sure you know that. Only can't find the time to spend time with her. Poor thing her. Feel so bad. That's why whenever you say this sentence "Always cannot spend time with you.." It will immediately make me no mood no mood. I know its my fault with the bowling and jamming. But I promise after speech day I will spend time with you but not too much ok? Mid year.. O level.. Yeah.

This morning SCARLET ROSE ENTERS D GIG. THEY WILL ROCK THE SCHOOL AGAIN ON 26th May 2007! Will put up our band photo later. Very predictable the results this morning. The 5n1 Joe's band enter playing It Ends Tonight. Very nice. Didn't know they could play. It was nice. Another band was Zul's band. They played This Ain't a scene. It was nice. Respectable Opponent. But the band that impresses me was Irosen. EMO BAND. It was predicted that they will be the best band performing besides us. They will be the hardest fight. BAEK AH KORANG. It was a damn nice performance. They made the stage their own with Helena by MCR. Good job Irosen. Another band is a band I don't really know. Sorry.. But I know they are good. Mostly everyone is good.
BUT THE BEST surely has to be Scarlet Rose. Not much mistakes. The piano part I cocked up abit but managed to go through it nicely. MY GUITAR WAS OVER SHADOWED BY LABIN. Ass.. But it was a great audition with Halimah in the band.
For the solos Wei zhi impress me the most. He got talent. Damn. He played well. For those into music you know what I mean. Though it took quite a while hes performance.. But its nice dude. QISTINA sang nice. It was really good. Im impress. She may win the competition. All the way gurl. THIS YEAR"S D GIG WILL BE A BLAST.
To the band that didn't enter, Zulhaili and company don't worry. Next year I will blah. You guys compete with Irosen. Jangan sedih tau. Practice tu.. To the sec 2 and sec 1 bands. Good job. You guys rock. Its not easy performing. But try your best next time.
AND THANKS A MILLION TIME TO HAZIQ FOR HIS UBERMETAL!! He save me ass big time. Thanks bro. Without you scarlet rose will crumble just now. hehe. Thanks ah bro.

Now waiting for my dears call. Quick!! Roar. Next week 4 days I wont be at home. Dang. Got sec 3 camp.
Hope it will be fine. Peace everyone!

Scarlet Rose with Halimah. We rock!

Us again.

Labin, Zaki, Afiq, Qhas, Halimah = SCARLET ROSE.

2006-11-13T23:47:00.000-08:00

2.23pm

Hey. its been long since i blogged. haven't been online for ages.. ugh. many things happen within october and november.

lots lots of stuff. me and dar dar are doing great. im loving her more than anything each passing day. but.. have you guys have this feeling that.. the person you love may just disappear one day due to your own mistakes or theirs? i just don't want to lose her. her place in my heart is forever there. Now im telling you things that i hate doing but i ended up doing it also.. Dear.. i hope you understand.

but then.. as i think back in the past... i have done many things to make her cry. i lost many people's trust.. just by choosing the wrong path.. now im worried that the past might be brought back to the present and people will start to lose trust in me again. well. i really am grateful that she gave me another chance after that incident. I have vowed never to such things again. I love too much to even make her sad or angry. Though we both know that we sometime get frustrated very easily and might end up in a fight.. but i always remember.. small scale argue like this may turn into a large scale battle. thats why i always hold myself back to prevent such things from happening as.. minor quarrels usually break out into arguments then hatred for each other then in the end.. all is lost. i love her so much. At times we may fight.. but i will try my best to give in and surrender to her regardless whether or not its my fault. If both parties isn't willing to give in.. no one will and you lose more than our own ego. You will lose the person that you been loving.i can't help but talk to her in a bad way. Thats when im really frustrated. im sorry dear. if i made you angry or sad when i talked to you like that.. i cant control sometimes

Whenever you want something.. you really want it right? but sometimes.. you just don't get it. what would you feel if someone else gets what you always want.. others are able to get it. but you.. YOU.. you didn't get it.. but anyway. i will try my best not to force. its up to the person. i rather have the person do it at her own will and not for sympathy or fear of getting scolded. You don't have the rights to demand it. Its just up to the person to do it. I guess im sometimes very demanding. If i dont get what i want.. i tend to get frustrated and.. angry. i hate it when im like this. i tend to realise it after some time. im trying my best not to feel like that.. i hate it. i will end up having a fight with her. hais... but i cant help it some times. i tried my best. Its a free world zaki.. they can do as they please.. if you dont get what you want.. wait for the right time.. you will get it soon.. if you are patient.

Jealousy is one thing everyone feels if their loved ones are so into someone. You always want that person to only notice you. You always seek their affections. i mean.. ALWAYS. you will feel weird if they did one of those to others and i will end up thinking the wrong things.. bad things..
I tried my best not to feel that way. cause.. other may need her too. I managed to do so by just ignoring the matter and played this phrase in my mind.. "She loves me, I love her. Who cares. She's mine" But sometimes you can't help but think of the bad. im constantly reminding myself.. that phrase "She loves me, I love her. Who cares. She's mine" i tend to forget this at times. but i really try my best. whats there to fear.. you are mine! you wont leave me.. i trust you with my life. but why am i still feeling this way? you are crazy zaki.. you really are. she may be yours but you dont have the right to control her life.

One more thing. Have you guys who are in a relationship ever thought of this.. "Am i really worthy for her? She really picked the right decision of choosing me?" well i did. Looking back in the past.. i can tell you.. im really not worthy for my dar dar now. she would be better off with some other guy. but ever since THAT day. the special moment.. i promised myself that i will prove myself worthy for her love. and will forever try to prove it. but i know now for sure.. that she really does love me.. well.. she made me love her alot. she made me feel special. thats why i really love her alot. and i know you do.. and i need to really get it in my brain..

well dar dar.. i poured out my heart in this post. if you were to stumble on to my blog one day.. yeah.. whenever you realise im in a bad mood.. its probably because im thinking about one of these.. haha. so yeah. These are the bad things that i really hate doing but im doing it. But i can bet you that there are more good things then these bad things.. i love you dear.. i dont wanna lose you. cause i really love you deeply. All of them are my problems. and only I can solve it. So its not your fault all these problems arise. its just my stupid brain. Malfunctioning.. It takes time for these things to be gone.. so dear.. i hope you understand. and its not your fault. Im just telling you all these so you know. Besides these things.. you are perfect to me. God i feel so terrible now.. its not easy to say all those things you hate doing but in fact you ARE doing it. i can't seem to change and adapt. hais.. i love you dear. you know it..

We've been through good and bad times.
The feeling of doubt no longer lingers around.
We've gone through so much.
Together you and me.
Just you and me
Just you and me.

Please take away, this sorrow i feel, now.
Please take away, all the sins i've done.
Cause i don't ever want it to stay.
Cause there's nothing in this world that could take you away from me.

This is just a song i wrote. Just for my dear. Haven't finish it though.

2006-10-19T07:06:00.000-07:00

10:01

hey people. back to blog.. kinda bored here.. my neck is straining cause im on the phone with dar dar. ugh i miss her so much.. shes so close yet so far. hais. didnt do much today. morning i went to SINGAPORE GENERAL HOSPITAL. my appointment suppose to be at 11.50am. but my mum told me grandpa that its 11. so he came 10.30.. so early man! so tired. yeah.. reached the hospital went to specialist dont know what thing
its freaking cold man! i didnt have my jacket cause its with someone... haha. yes. i stared at the wall for a while.. made it my temporary walley. dar dar is busy.. shes on the to some place i forgot. so cant talk to her.. yeah.. so i waited for my number.. it was actually 1021! hehe. a special thing. yeah.. but my mum showed the hospital papers.. so it became 1150 room 8.. it was suppose to be a 30mins wait but it turned out to be 1hr and half! in a cold room.. the doctor dunno go where.. lunch or something.. so yeah.. waited so long.. finally 1pm i managed to leave the place.. actually wanted to go out with dar dar.. but my mum dont allow. ugh.. it ruined my whole mood for the day.. hais.. then yeah.. after the hospital trip my parents asked my grandpa to go to a place near there to rent car.. i stayed in the HOT car waiting for dar dar to call.. but yeah.. she had to go.. haha. so cute she.. after that.. went home.. then i had headache.. freaking pain la my head.. managed to talk to dar dar for a while. shes not in a good mood.. poor thing her.. sorry dar dar! she asked me go sleep so i went.. didn't dream of anything.. hah. wake up straight away breakfast yay! number 1! hehe.. so yeah.. thats all.. ouch my neck is so so pain.. talking to dar dar now.. see you people.. till next time..

Stay Beautiful...

2006-10-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

9.05pm

Hey people. its time to blog.. oh yay. i went down to school today. so happy to see everyone. i heard the results was bad. i feel bad. haha. i don't have to sit for the exams at all. im just gonna get VR for my result slips i think so yeah.. my brothers all went back so didnt spend lots of time. dar dar is out with her LP celebrating her LP's birthday. oh yeah.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i called dar dar just now. but she was watching movie. shouldn't disturb her.. told me she wanted to call back but.. shhh.. cant disturb her watch movie.. i wanted to join them but.. feel so weird later. my mum wont allow.. also.. ugh.. so yeah.. stayed at home then. my stupid computer is spoilt.. can't go internet anymore.. so pissed man
luckily got laptop.. but ain't got any games to play.. ugh.. what bad luck.. haha. im just bored.. really got nothing to do.. gotta wait for dar dar to get home.. then MAYBE can talk to her.. she got school tomorrow.. so yeah. must rest.. oh ya. my wound is now opened! the scar is like the railroad.. looks freaky. its not a SCAR yet but.. still.. gonna be i guess.. hais.. so now i guess i just go and stare at my favourite wall.. got nothing else to say also.. see you people! till next time

2006-10-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

8:07pm

hey people. i feel so useless man. can't do anything fun. ARGHH.. halimah wanted to come my house but my parents don't allow because theres no one at home to take care of things. we ain't animals man. ugh. so im suppose to stay alone all the time. ugh. tomorrow is the class outing as well. i can't go of course. im not FIT. ahhh.. i hate this stupid injury. freaking ruining my life. they are going ice skating. so fun man. all i want to go out of my house. i dont mind if i cant skate. i just wanna be with people! i heard that most of the people are going. while im not. my brothers also not going as im not going. ahhh..... i rather die at home man. well.. today was "fun" stayed home and sleep. stupid internet keep cocking up. cant get online.. so i had to sleep to waste time. dar dar asked me to go sleep. shes probably out now.. eating crabby with her family and cousins i think.. man.. how i wish i can just leave the house! ahh.... well.. you guys are going to expect a same entry for tomorrow.. "stayed home play game being alone doing nothing much" yeah.. till next time people

Surviving this social catastrophy..

2006-10-14T05:17:00.000-07:00

8.13pm

Hey people. its time to blog. oh my god everyone is like going to vivo while im staying at home. im like so jealous. ugh.. i probably could go out in a weeks time. the thing isn't so pain anymore so yeah. dar dar went to vivo too. then she went to have crabby. so nice! my parents went to vivo too. everyone is going vivo! UGH. well. i managed to talk to dar dar for a while only. ugh. miss her so much. i stayed home and played game all the way. slept for a while. shouldn't have but.. yeah. kinda tired. my mum bought me New York pizza from harbour front. she says theres no chicken! oh my god! there was only minced chicken. ugh. stupid place. oh ya. i have to go to my grandma's place. can't talk to dar dar there. poor thing her.. but i think shes asleep. haha. she didnt reply my msg. so yeah. ok guys. i gotta go get ready. going there to watch liverpool vs blackburn! i predict they are going to win 2-1. hehe. yes yes. ok yall. i miss my class and going out with my brothers. ugh. i hope i could go school on tues. so. looking forward to it. till next time

Stay Beautiful...

2006-10-13T01:29:00.000-07:00

4.25pm

Hello people. Im blogging yeah. First time im doing so. hehe. so here goes. Today was kinda boring. As usual, stayed at home doing nothing. i can't go out. Cant even go my friday prayers! stupid injury thing.. ugh. i so wanna just cut it away. I guess afiq syuk they all are having fun out there.. Playing soccer perhaps or just fool around. Im here at home.. staring at the comp doing nothing but find things to do. Dar Dar went to orchard. Accompanying her friend do treatment ugh. then im here all alone.. at least can talk to her for a while. YAY. oh ya. spend mostof my time playing webcam with charlotte. haha. only she got to see me but i cant see her! UGH. ok la you go sleep dont bother you le.. hehe. yeah. Im just going to play FM again or just go sleep. hmm.. what should i do.. im so bored.. my son and daughter is sleeping.. cant wake them up to play. hurrhurr. guess thats all. im waiting for breakfast time.. although im not fasting.. haha my mum doont allow.. ugh. i want to.. ok la. i shall blog again some other time to tell you about me life. see you. oh yeah.. my wife might be coming tomorrow!!! yay. i shall try my best to ask my parents to let you all come.. ok then. till next time.

Stay beautiful...

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2006-10-12T02:26:00.000-07:00

6.28pm
Today was the first day my blog was opened. So for those who managed to come by, DO TAG ME AND LINK ME ALRIGHT..???
Have fun looking around.. its still under contruction so.. sorry for any inconviences. yeah

Today was kinda boring..the whole day alone at home.. ugh.. everyone is like enjoying their lifes now while i still have to suffer at home for 2 weeks.. oh yeah. for those who dont know. I got the appendix thing.. Last wednesday night i was warded. so yeah.. got home at saturday. i shall tell you guys about it some other day dudes. today really suck man.. archana, charlotte, darylene, victor and still got dont know who went to vivocity while i need to stay at home... ugh.. end of year ended but im not really happy.. other people could enjoy life while i still need to stay home and rest! i cant go out. hais. and i might be taking the exams next week.. still not confirm though. i get to enjoy once but suffer in the end. so theres nothing good about my injury. so PLEASE people if you wanna get an operation or what.. get it when theres no exams or holidays.. it SUCKS..